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St. Andrews [01 Nov 2001|05:16pm]
[ mood | enthralled ]

Oh my God. I was accepted to St. Andrews University in Scotland. Next year I'm beginning my four years there. I'll update more later. Oh my God.

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Oof. [08 Oct 2001|04:25pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

My God, life is so busy and wonderful. I was hired as an intern last week and work/ learn part time. Fred is wonderful. He bought me a beautiful emerald/ gold necklace. He said it was a token of his affection and a "promise" to me. I love him. I really do. With all of my heart and soul. I have never met anyone like him and I don't think I ever will. Fred treats me wonderfully and is the most thoughtful, romantic man in the entire world. His birthday in in a few days and I'm going to rent a sailboat/ yacht for the evening and fix him dinner. Hopefully it will go smoothly and he'll love it. I'm getting my nails done this afternoon. I'm going to go now. Fare thee well.

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'Tis a far far better thing doing stuff for other people [19 Sep 2001|04:56pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

I just got done watching Clueless with David. That is such a hilarious movie! He came over at noon and we ordered pizza and rented that. It was a blast.

Anyway... Shanen parents have a cabin up in the Blue Mts. and she, Angela and I are going there this weekend for a girls weekend! It's going to be so much fun. A makeover, slumber party, food-fest!

Fred & I went to Hoyt's last night and saw The Glass House.... it sucked. But I had a great time anyway. We sat in the back and were kissing and he was massaging my neck... I love him so much. I feel like I've known him for eternity.

Gawsh I love this song. Woo! Reminds me of their concert!!!

I'm gonna go call Angela.


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Oh my God [11 Sep 2001|04:41pm]
[ mood | shocked ]

How sick are the people in the World? I heard what was going on in America and about the World Trade Centre and the Pentagon. All of those poor, innocent people dying because of the anger and hatred of others. I don't know why people can be so heartless and cruel. May God bless all of you over in the States.

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To Suzy.... AKA Starless [10 Sep 2001|03:47pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

LJ is being a complete bitch and not letting me post anything properly!!!! I'm sorry I can't show you, but they DO show you how in the "Help & Support" "LiveJournal FAQ" section. I don't quite recall where in that area, but I know it IS there. Sorry for the inconvinence!! Damn LJ...

But THANKS for the comment!! I feel very special. I'm going to have to add you to my "Friend" List considering I have only three!!!!

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Compatablity! [08 Sep 2001|10:31pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Romantic Compatibility
Query: Sagittarius and Libra

The merging of Libra and Sagittarius can be paradise found for both parties; this combination is a harmonious one, to say the least. Sagittarius is a journeyer, constantly in search of wisdom. Libra contributes the findings of a keen mind to the couple's shared experiences. Lots of action helps to keep the relationship feeling new, but a strong current of understanding will make it even better as the two spend more time together. Libra must be constantly wary of being led into questionable activities by the ever-impetuous Sagittarius. Reaching new horizons is important to both Libra and Sag, and personal experience is priceless. Libra and Sagittarius make very good friends as well as lovers. They understand each other, and both view life with optimism and enthusiasm. Problems are rare, but sometimes Libra may be too emotionally controlling for Sagittarius. On the other hand, Libra is more sensitive; Sagittarius must be careful to think before they speak and say something too blunt or hurtful. Libra will be the first to step down rather than provoking a conflict or a confrontation. But even when they do have problems, these partners can forgive and forget easily.

Both partners can get over their disagreements quickly and completely. Libra is ruled by Venus and Sagittarius is ruled by Jupiter. Venus' femininity and Jupiter's masculinity make these signs compatible and balanced. Jupiter is about philosophy, teaching, and understanding, so Sagittarius likes to understand new and different things. Venus is about love, romance and beauty. Whenever Libra comes up with a new idea -- as they are wont to do -- Sagittarius is eager to go along with their partner and become familiar with this new concept. Libra is an Air Sign and Sagittarius is a Fire Sign. This partnership is full of kinetic energy. This tends to be a heated and ardorous relationship. Sagittarius thinks they are steering the rudder, but Libra controls the flow of events with a quiet hand. Both have boundless energy, so it's rare for one partner to get tired while the other still is up and running. Although the two may disagree, their differences of opinion don't last long -- Libra moves on to the next challenge, while Sagittarius won't be resentful if their partner allows them enough freedom. Libra is a Cardinal Sign and Sagittarius is a Mutable Sign. Libra is the initiator of new projects and ideas, and Sagittarius will accept these ideas as long there is a spot for Sag to participate.

When these partners work together, they won't argue over who gets the glory for their achievements. Libra is better at starting things than ending them while Sagittarius is happiest to go along with other's ideas. If Libra gets bored with a project, Sagittarius will offer support and move onto the next item of the agenda with Libra. The best aspect of an Libra-Sagittarius relationship is their mutual interest in cultivating knowledge and utilizing intellect. They are well matched in their enthusiasm, energy, and drive. Their common interests and similar personalities makes theirs a very compatible relationship.

Thanks to CHALK I got Fred's compatability and mine!

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Been there, done that [08 Sep 2001|09:02pm]
[ mood | loved ]

Oof! I've been SO busy lately with work and school and family and EVERYTHING. I haven't had a chance to update in awhile. Oh well, no one reads my journal anyway.

Last Sunday, Fred picked me up at seven-thirty in his oh-so stylish BMW and then went on to dinner. He was such a Gentlemen opened doors for me, pulled out my chair couldnt have been more polite We shared an Entre (he ordered!) and a delicious Dessert of frozen Mango custard. Afterward we drove to the Rocks and parked by the Bridge. We walked along the Harbour the sky was so Clear and Beautiful. It seemed every Star in the heavens appeared in their glory. We walked hand in hand and Fred eventually put his arm around my shoulders. I was wearing my black Spaghetti-strap cocktail dress that I got from Dorian Scott, and it was very Chilly (12 Degrees!!) and he offered me his sportcoat. He slipped it on me and it was so warm We stopped at Macquarie Point and gazed over the black Smooth water. He stood behind me, his arms around my waist. I turned to look at him, and my favourite part of the entire Evening he closed his eyes and softly kissed me Chills went down my spine and I heard Fireworks in my head!!! His kiss was so soft and warm it seemed to last forever Ultimately the evening came to a close sadly. He walked me up here and kissed me again a Goodnight kiss. I have never met anyone like Fred Swigert. I could easily fall in love with him

Its pouring outside and Lightning is flashing around AMP Tower, so I guess I should call it a night at the computer. Goodnight Everyone.


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Ooh crap... I haven't done a very good job of staying in touch... [01 Sep 2001|09:09pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Sorry I haven't written in AGES. Everything's just been incredibly hectic the past however long it's been. Ugh.

Lacey and I have been doing a lot of shopping at Skygarden... spent tons of money on really awesome clothes. Lacey got this great leather jacket at Saba. I should've gotten one too, but I don't know what I was thinking.

OOH! Met this terrifically (is that a word?) amazing guy at Sejuiced Wednesday!!! I had just ordered and was leaving, when this idiot ran into me! I was ready to kick someone's ass, but as I turned around... an incredibly gorgeous pair of eyes were looking into mine... he apologized and apologized. We sat and talked (even though I was supposed to have met Meagan.... she would understand...) and I found out he was 22 (not TOO much older!).... ah.... Fred Swigert... he's going to take me to Forty-One on Sunday.... I can't wait... have to go back to S.G. and get an outfit!!


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- . : Y A W N : . - [11 Aug 2001|10:41pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

OMG, I am soooooo tired. We just got back from Jamaica, and the flights are so incredibly long. Luckily I can bring along my portable DVD player to entertain me on the long boring journeys. Lemme tell you, first class isn't what it used to be. The food was good when I was younger! It's crap now. Ugh. Well Craig wasn't a pain on the way back, but on the way there... oh my God. The whole time there he was on his laptop emailing Erin about every half hour. And telling me how he missed her laugh... her smile... her this... her that. Now granted that's sweet and all (I'd like a boyfriend like that...) but having your brother talk about just kind of turns your stomach. All in all the trip was very good dispite the evil flights. I'm not really in the mood to write about the trip. Oh well. Au revoir.

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YAY!!! [02 Aug 2001|12:49am]
[ mood | excited ]

Woowee! Going to Jamaica... going to Jamaica!!! Leaving at noon!!!! I can't wait!!! Too excited to sleep!! Don't know what to write!!!

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I hate people [01 Aug 2001|11:10am]
[ mood | angry ]

Okay, last night Jason and I went to see America's Sweethearts. I had to pay for my own ticket, and he went to get snacks while I got a seat. HE DIDN'T GET ANYTHING FOR ME!!!!!! During the movie, he didn't talk to me, didn't do anything!! I got so pissed, I left and said I was going to use the restroom (I don't even think he heard me!). I called Craig (since Jason picked me up) and he came and got me. I can't believe I actually liked him!! UGH!!!!!

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A boring day [25 Jul 2001|06:36pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Well nothing interesting happened today. I just kinda worked out all day and listened to music. I hate all these morons that IM me and are like, "A/S/L" or "Hey babe!" or "What's up?" and they don't bloody know me!! God. Mum and I might order a pizza and watch a movie since Craig's out with Erin and dad's in a meeting. Well I'm out.

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Ahhh [23 Jul 2001|11:28pm]
[ mood | grateful ]


Ok... Marissa, her boyfriend John and I were all invited to Anna's party. It was a blast!! We got there at 7 and the DJ was there playing music and tons of people. The three of us said went to find Anna and say hi. Then we got a drink and just mellowed out awhile. I heard this rumour while we were talking.... that Jason was there. I almost fainted. Awhile later... I saw him. He walked over to me, we talked about 15 minutes and then he did it. He asked me out!! It's just to see a movie, but still! AHH!! I'm soooo excited!! John and Marissa dropped me off and I went up. Mum and Dad were asleep, but Craig was still awake. He told me that while I was gone there was a fire in the penthouse 6 floors under us! I'm so thankful it was only a medium kitchen fire! Wow... what an exciting night! Now I'm just sitting in my room... looking out over the quiet city... the dark, still harbour...the Opera House is lit up so beautifully... and I'm listening to Kylie Minogue's Light Years. It's just so peaceful... I'm so happy to be alive.

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Ready For Love [17 Jul 2001|11:31pm]
Take my hand and lead the way;
tell me all you want to say.
Whisper softly in my ear,
all those things I want to hear.
Kiss my lips and touch my skin;
bring out passions deep within.
Pull me close and hold me near;
take away my pain and fear.
In the darkness of the night,
be my beacon, shine your light.
In the brightness of the sun,
show me that you are the one.
Give me wings so I can fly;
for I can soar when you're nearby.
Enter my heart, break down the wall,
it's time for me to watch it fall.
I've been a prisoner, can't you see?
Break my chains and set me free.
Strip me of my armor tight;
you'll find I won't put up a fight.
Release my soul held deep within . . .
I'm ready now, let love begin.

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I Love You [17 Jul 2001|11:30pm]
My knees start to weaken
At the first sight of your face
My heart starts to melt
At the thought of your embrace

Your love flows through me
Like a river flows down its path
Your kiss lifts me up so high
I could probably fall to my death

I really wish that
When I looked into your eyes I could see
Exactly how it is that
You feel about me

I get nervous when you're around me
I feel I could cry when you're away
I dream about you
Every night and day

I want you to know
My last three words will always remain true
Regardless of what I may say or do
You'll always know that
I love you.

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First Kiss [17 Jul 2001|11:30pm]
You leaned over and you kissed me
I felt my knees go weak
You leaned over and you kissed me
I couldn't even speak
You leaned over and you kissed me
With a passion flowing free
You leaned over and you kissed me
Sparks flew that we could see
You leaned over and you kissed me
A touch so soft and tender
You leaned over and you kissed me
A kiss I would remember
You leaned over and you kissed me
I'm sure I kissed you back
You leaned over and you kissed me
With the fire no kiss should lack
You leaned over and you kissed me
You left me wanting more
You leaned over and you kissed me
My soul you did explore
You leaned over and you kissed me
My heart no longer full of pain
You leaned over and you kissed me
Darling, kiss me once again

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Poems [17 Jul 2001|08:55pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

I thought I'd post some of the lastest poems I've written. I feel very good about the pieces I have written. Maybe I'll post some of my older ones later.

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We [17 Jul 2001|08:45pm]
We touch, yet, never meet.
We kiss but never greet.
We yearn with full desire.
We need but can't acquire.
We talk but do not speak.
For our horizons are too bleak.
We long but dare not hope.
We survive but do not cope.
We dream an endless dream,
That love may call supreme.
But do we simply love in vain?
To love and long and to retain,
A soul that's full of life and pure,
With lips that taste of sweet liqueur.
Alas, two strangers we will stay.
No passions shown, nor on display.
Our hearts to break and turn to stone,
That gently weeps and weeps alone.
And when no more I am to thee,
What was my wish... that we, could be?

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In My Mind [17 Jul 2001|08:42pm]
In my mind I see us walking
Along the sandy open beach.
Ships are passing near the sunset,
Just outside our realm of reach.

In my mind there is a rainbow
That ships are passing through.
And you smile and point toward them,
And tell me this was your dream too.

In my mind the breeze is blowing
Softly tossing back your hair.
I tilt your head where I can see you,
And in your dreamy eyes I stare.

In my mind I fall into them
Not wanting to come out.
Wandering in those eyes forever,
Knowing love defeats our doubt.

In my mind I see us giving,
To each, our very best.
It makes me hold you even tighter,
I feel your warmth against my chest.

In my mind we just keep walking
Right on up into the night.
Laying in your arms while watching
Shooting stars burn out their lights.

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Wish [17 Jul 2001|08:41pm]
A penny in a wishing well,
A wish upon a star,
blowing out the candles
hasn't worked for me... so far.
The wishes of you coming,
I feel will not come true,
and so I gave up, finally
on ever having you.
And feeling all this loneliness,
without you by my side
my heart is full of sadness
and things I cannot hide.

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